To every guy...

"'Cause I know you're out there . . .

To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait"
To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful."
To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her.
To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick.
To every guy who has given her flowers just because.
To every guy that said he would die for her.
To every guy that really would.
To every guy that did what she wanted to do.
To every guy that cried in front of her.
To every guy that she cried in front of.
To every guy that holds hands with her.
To every guy that kisses her with meaning.
To every guy that hugs her when she's sad.
To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all.
To every guy who would give their jacket up for her.
To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe.
To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes
To every guy that would give his seat up.
To every guy that just wants to cuddle.
To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what.
To every guy who told his secrets to her.
To every guy that tried to show how much he cared through every word and every breath.
To every guy that thought maybe this could be the one.
To every guy that believed in her dreams.
To every guy that would have done anything so she could achieve them.
To every guy that never laughed at her when she told him her dreams.
To every guy that walked her to her car.
To every guy that gave his heart.
To every guy who prays that she is happy even if you are not with her."

...This post is for you... wherever you are.. if you still exist somewhere...

Parece que no tuviera nada que hacer...

Cuatro días sin ti...

Cuatro días sin ti, sin tu manera,
sin tu voz ni tu gesto...
Cuatro días de ausencia
en tu recuerdo
Desde el jueves aquel en que te fuiste
húmeda de besos,
yo estoy aquí a la sombra de mí mismo,
Contándome los dedos.
Tan cerca para mí,
pero tan lejos para poner
sobre tu boca un beso.
Tan cerca para mí,
en mi recuerdo,
y yo tan solo y frío,
tan lánguido y tan tierno...

Ayer me fui hasta el mar
a ver un buque y a estirar mi sueño,
por tal de recordar aquellas noches
de amor, frente a un lucero...

Ayer me fui hasta el mar...
Y el mar, ah, que pequeño
para la angustia enorme
que no me cabe dentro...

Cuatro días de ausencia para los dos.
Cuatro días sin vernos,
con tanta soledad
y tanto miedo...
Tú tan pequeña allá bajo la luna
de otra casa, otro patio, otro silencio.
Y yo tan grande aquí, frente a los ojos
de los que pasan por el puerto...

Cuatro días sin ti, sin tu manera,
sin tu voz ni tu gesto...
Cuatro días sin sol en mi camino
Cuatro noches de invierno...

-J.P.L.M.-

New Moon...

"Before you, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars - points of light and reason.... And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything."

-Edward Cullen - (New Moon by Stephenie Meyer)

Coldplay - A Message

What a stupid, stupid lamb...

I'm not feeling so good today. God, I... damn it!!! I just wanna crawl into a dark corner and stay there and be alone and not see or listen to anyone. Because the only fucking person I want to see...

Stop. I don't want to think, specially not about that.

I'm just gonna lie here, alone, complete. Not think, just breathe. Not move, just be, here, now. Nothing else exists. There's no past, no future. Just this instant, just this one breath.

I'm not afraid to feel, to love... I should not be scared. Nothing will happen if I lose, nothing will happen. I'm still going to be me, this crazy, bright, intense, beautiful, passionate woman. And I won't have any regrets because I did what I wanted and I didn't hold back anything I wanted to give or say or do.

But, well, I am sad today...

"And I lie here in bed all alone... I can't mend what I feel. Tomorrow will be ok..."

Yeah, this too shall pass...

o.O

I think I'm way too innocent... or naive... for my own good. Shit, I don't know what I'm doing... I'm playing with fire and I'm gonna get burned.

I don't like to play mind games...

Please, don't play with me... please, don't hurt me. I don't deserve this and you know it.

What if I have already lost?